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Sunday, July 30, 2006
blogged this entry a long long while back. somewhere in june. no harm posting here CAUSE I RECKON NO ONE WILL SEE IT.
watching x-men tomorrow, probably.
whose up for da vinci?
anyway guess what! today i met zi hui while i was on my way to the bus stop. like wayy early. haha, then when i wanted to board the bus, i saw our chief invigilator coming down from the bus! and he wore the exact same clothes as yesterday! tight pants and all. lol. and he gave me a stiff smile. like :|
my eyes are glued to the screen, watching shows off youtube again and again, movies after movies, series after series. ohmygah. and my o levels is oh-so-soon. and i'm relaxing. geez.
sigh pamela, sigh, five more months to go, and i'm not prepared at all i'm watching korean movies, taiwan idol dramas, reading comics, reading trashy magazines, sleeping, swooning at how handsome the lead actor is and wish my life would be oh-so-like-the-shows, and how fairytales portray how human lives was supposed to be. purrfecto. but uh-uh, i'm suppose to study right?
sigh, i hate it when people who took their os last year, and they come up and tell me not to fret over it cause they studied like in september and they did oh-so-well. well rollseyes* it's impossible not to fret cause i'm in frigging normal academic. and i'm paranoid.
ohmygah, this entry wasn't suppose to turn out this way, well sigh, just cause some beephead didn't tell me some beepthing and it's so irritating cause i waited two effing whole hours and more for that beepthing;
more and more beep heads are coming up to me and telling me that o levels is just a piece of cake. with cream and all, well i'm sorry, i'm fretting like how i was afraid for my n levels right? and likewise for my o's and so what you guys are over and done with that phase? well i'm not. and stop telling me that you did SO WELL cause i am different from you and we have different styles of doing things. so stop telling me that if i don't get 13points for o levels i'm as good as a loser. so shutup. and oh, quit telling me that math is easy science is cake, English is like peanuts and everything else falls into place. well so-oo-ray right, i'm in normal after all, and i can so see the standards between NA and express rig-ght? like oh it's not called discrimination afterall, it's just the standards and the social stigma attached to being in my level. well whatever you beephead, if i'm not cleverer then you are, at least i know i'm not even half as weird as you. cause you laugh at the stupidest thing. even that NAs all ought to submit to their fate of not being as intellectual as you are. i don't know why you found that funny and laugh your butt off cause nobody laughed and you laughed at your own comment. well ha-ha.
gosh, that all happened a while ago and recently, and i've been pissed about it since forever, you words are deeply etched in my mind and will always be, so screw you asshole. i hate people like you who look down, and discriminate. and stop acting as if we're the bestest of friends. sheesh.
fyi: i'm not talking about any certain someone here cause it's some people. and by some, i meant all guys. no girls. funny how girls are more considerate?
note to all: that beephead reads my blog so i can't reveal details cause i'm cowardly enough to not own up to my wrong doings.
gah, i sound like some air-headed bitch. and i apologise. oops.
i'm sorry, i lack the courage. i'm gonna watch bimbo shows until my head clears up and i spin around in circles like some moron, cause i'm clearly acting all stupid.
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