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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
fickle. freak. feck.
i don't know. i should just study and study until my brain's fried.
and i should just delete all my messages, and ignore anyone, everyone from now on.
what was i hoping for? that you'll look my way once? well hell no that isn't happening. it's like sec3 playing all over again.
it's like bernard all over again.
it's like the hurt aches my heart.
it's like the internal pain that i can't remove.
it's beyond words.
and it's beyond me.
why am i so emo? why? why am i so desperate so clingy i feel nauseated at the sight of me.
why am i not pretty, why don't i have nice legs? why don't i have a social life?
why won't anybody love me?
why am i like that, like my confidence level is ZERO ZLICH.
and the only way to remove the pain, is to be cold hard and stony.
to ignore and to set my priorties right.
i'm not pretty so i will accept it.
i don't have nice legs and figure and i'll accept it.
i don't have people who would want to know it and i'll accept it.
feckfeckfeck. all this emo-ing is taking it's toll on me.
can i hold out longer? no i can't.
i've only known you for a few days and i can feel myself falling.
im so fickle i hate myself.
SEFGHR@#$$%#@@!!E*cursesandswears*
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