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Friday, August 25, 2006
some food for thought.
The beauty within it all, is perhaps about being able to stand anchored on your grounds whilst appreciating the ideals of the other .
from lance's blog and it's so true.
i can't seem to respect my own principles, respect my own ideas and get lead on by the nose. and when i actually do listen to my inner self, i will ignore others. so much for 'values.'
i tend to think so much about 'me' my entries consists mainly about me, i. thats all to life. well, theres so much more to life out there, and this blog is where i usually channel my innermost thoughts, random ones included. maybe, after being brought up in a conservative home, strict as can be, where freedom isn't much of a word even. i'm conformed to living a life where i do things in secrecy, i don't make much friends, i don't step out of my comfort zone and live the life.
maybe it's time to have my own values, follow them meticulously, complete with myself and myself only. where discipline tops my to-do-list. i won't just come online to talk to you, i won't accomodate you, theres no you anymore. it's just my friends, my family. me liking you will have to be at the bottom, because whatever i'm doing for you seem to affecting me badly.
i will stay away from the likes of you, i won't be a good-for-naught, i'll rise, and complete with myself.
and theres no 'me' and 'i' anymore. from now it's just people. and the world, the issues, studies, life.
afterall, how far can i go if i constantly scumble to self-pity? all my incessant inane comments on guys will have to stop. i will not ingratiate up to you, to get into your good books. afterall, i don't live to please you.
Dear Lord, bless and guide me, take me deeper in your word, help me to practise patience and self discipline. Bless the people around me, guide them too. help me not to be as gullible, i want a change in myself, throw my old self behind. from now it's just you and anything you want me to be. in Jesus name. Amen.
i'll follow my heart, live the life. love God more, love people who loves me.
and i've got a long way more to go, but it won't happen unless i start. and guide me, pick myself up when i fall.
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