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Saturday, August 19, 2006
why..
am i conformed to the standards of the world, to be like one of them. it's sucking me dry, eating me up inside.
even juli, once opposed this is like that too. even me.
freak.
i don't know.
why. does superficality rule?
shit me. unattainable. gosh. freak.
freak, this sucks so bad. i don't want anyone else but you. and you're not the least THAT good looking. when i've got nice looking guys like lance whose talking to me ( nothing else but friends mind you.) and like i don't even like him. i only want you. and your birthday is coming soon.
SOON.
and i don't know what to get.
a teddy? well no? well feck.
some high-end goods?
i don't know.
i don't know.
you like josephine right? well sod it. i can never match up to her then. :(
i miss you bad.
sigh. i only wanna be with you. damnit.
i miss your hellos. i miss your jokes, i miss our fights, i miss our outings, i miss you and me walking down the streets.
i miss you so bad.
i even told jeremy that we were together, like a mutual understanding thing. well thats selfish of me to just deem us as together when we were prolly like good friends to you?
but i felt as if we WERE together. i miss you. i miss you.
you would talk to me usually for 5 hours. everyday. yes EVERYDAY. we would talk about sch, homework, you'd teach me. and all. you understood my situation so well.
even when i was cleaning the house you'd be talking to me. and you'd clean your house too.
but that was then.
i miss you bad.
take me by the hand take me somewhere new, don't know who you are but i'm with you.
i miss you. GarethDQH.
shit. =(
ah feck. what the hell is bloody hello wrong with me.
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