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Thursday, September 21, 2006
i think i'm making a mountain out of a molehill, my dad's thing, my bro and sis being such asses behaving like 10 year olds. damnit. well not as if i'm any better. but really, all my life ive wanted someone to look up to and everything. nevermind. i've to be more independent.
with him, i feel more dependent on him. just feel like throwing all my happiness, sadness, pain lame crap all to him. and i wish he can stop seeing me as his mum or some sort, i don't want to be his family member, i want to be his friend, his girlfriend. i don't know. am i that... family-ish?
and yeah, being dependent on him, i don't know if it's a good thing cause it'll mean that i'll hurt like crap if anything happens. sigh. anyway i'm suppose to sneak out this friday, but my friend's all say otherwise cause of everything that is happening at home. well it is true, i'll not worry my parents anymore, and i promised my friends that last friday was the last time so... yeah. i do miss the ledge tho. =(
and sometimes i wish you'll not say such sweet saccharine stuffs to me. cause 1, i'm not used to it, and two, my expectations will be higher. and yeah, i rather see them through your actions. be genuine. thats all that i ask. i don't like sweet talk. i really don't. i can see them through and i hate that. i rather you do some thing and mean it. say something and mean it. don't tell me that i'm what you've been looking for, show it through your actions, maybe it's true but yeah. and don't action infront of me. cause i like things simple. be yourself really. GAWD.
damnit. whats wrong with me.
i should appreciate. appreciate. damnit.
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