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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i miss you so much, since sunday, or rather everyday. everytime after we part, i'll be so sad. sigh, sometimes i hate the o's i hate the fact that i'm brought up this way. i don't get to have my way sometimes.
absence makes the heart fonder, thats what they all say. but too much absence will eventually make things stale. but i'm glad i'm not at that point yet and hopefully won't go there.
sigh, anyways i miss you so much. i don't know why but i can't express myself verbally. i don't know if it's a good thing that i'm starting to feel comfortable around you. if you feel that we're drifting apart, i don't know that too. but all i know is that i feel closer to you in a way now.
maybe cause everything between us very 'exposed'? i know more about you, your past, and you on the other hand knows what i'm thinking and such.
i think i'm a rock? lol, laughing things off waving them away. why? just so that i won't have to hurt so much. when i miss you i hurt so much that i don't even study and just stare in to space reminiscing about the days spent together.
i like your shoulders i like your smell i like your hugs i like your kiss. =D
ok redundant post but just bits and pieces of what im feeling now.
maelstrom of conflicting emotions, half of me wants to let it all out, the other half is afraid. afraid of what might happen and yadah.
and i think i'm neglecting us. you know? chee, i can't wait for friday, i can't wait to see the ledge again. i can't wait to see you.
and i think you're busy cause MAYBE you're planning for my bday and stuffs.
and i appreciate it all, it goes without saying. you're the best gift that has happened to me. and no i don't play with people's feelings and likewise i don't want to be played to. sooo yeah. im realllly serious. and i'll try to be more expressive.
holding it all inside isn't good huh.
rah. i miss you.
oh btw, i'm so glad that God is evident in our relationship.
hold me in your arms never let me go..
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